I was originally diagnosed with Sleep Apnea a number of years ago now (not even sure when but it was sometime around 2001) and had two studies, or more precise, a study and a half done at that time. "A study and a half" because i ended up quitting the study with the CPAP - i just couldn't handle the machine. I would get myself in a state of panic - manage to work thru it in some fashion and get to sleep, then the tech would adjust the pressure which would wake me up and get me in the cycle all over again. Anyhow i ended up leaving the study early and basically never contacted, or heard from, the dr again, until...
Somehow, and not sure how, i managed to work thru it - it was routine that i would wake up at 3 or so in the morning - be up for an hour or so and then get to sleep. I functioned - maybe it was the over the counter supplements that were supposed to help my brain function, i dunno.
At the time of the first study i was around 300 pounds - at 6 foot 1 that's not a good weight.
Now i should say years before i had something that i found out later was the development of Hashimotos Thyroditis - but i can't remember if i was symptomatic at that time.
Over the years managed to drop my weight down to 270 or so - much more then it should be but for me a major accomplishment. Unfortunately in Aug 06 after what was thought of as a heart related event, i ended up being treated for the thyroid issues - that eventually lead to most of my thyroid being removed around May of 08. (I had had about 23 nodules on my thyroid - was told they took out enough material about the size of a softball - and i lost a couple of inches in my neck size.)
Unfortunately, i think i have a doctor treating me for this that are idiots - they kept me in almost a constant state of fear that the thyroid was cancerous - every ultra sound would lead to a biopsy and a comical set of errors that i would detail if this was a forum on thyroid issues (or crappy doctors).
Let's just say in directly because of that and other issues (i was told in December 08 i would be losing my job - which finally happened in March of 09) i gained weight - right now back over 300.
I should also mention i have been diagnosed with rls and copd - and before anyone asks, no i don't smoke.
Having the time off and qualifying for President Obama's help in paying Cobra - i ended up getting a lot of things checked including my sleep apnea. I met with a physcians assistant who mastered Scare The Crap out of Your Patient 101 by informing me i was a candidate for a perminent tracheotomy - as well as mentioning the CPAP, Oral Appliance and even surgery,.
During this time i thought i would be headed towards a second surgery on my thyroid (thanks, in part, to the other drs office wanting to do still another biopsy - something like the 6th or 7th) so i held off on things thinking the dr who could remove the thyroid could do surgery to clear out breathing spaces. But he decided i didn't need the additional surgery on the thyroid, and that the CPAP was the best cure for sleep apnea.
Had the first of the second round of sleep studies done - and ended up leaving that early - i just never could remember sleeping - and was surprised when the tech told me that iw as sleeping during the night (just remember being awake, hearing other people snoring, and being extremely envious).
This past Monday night i had the study with the CPAP, and just like the first study ended up quitting it early. Before the study started i tool my rls meds, as well as some tylenol pm, thinking they would both take the edge off enough that i'd be able to tolerate it. Got strapped into the bed, wired for sound, and managed to at least get slowly adjusted to the mask.
At one int he morning my leg was bugging me so i had to sit up to get it cleared - and about 90 mins later i had to go to the bathroom. I don't know what happened, but somehow when i made it back to the bed and got strapped back in again i just couldn't stand having that damn mask on my face. Or maybe it was being strapped into the bed. Still not entirely sure.
Thru Twitter i heard about IHATECPAP.com and they put me in touch with a local dentist who does an Oral Appliance - haven't heard back from them as of yet. I do know there is a chance i could work with a psychiatrist to help me adjust to the CPAP, but at this point i don';t want to go thru the sleep study again - just something humiliating about it.
As i have hinted around - i have had a litany of health issues the past few years and just wonder if this is all related in some fashion. I know i need to work on losing the weight, and am trying to walk when the fatigue isn't bad enough to allow me to do that.
Anyhow guess i am just writing this as much to get this off of my chest and see if anyone is out there who can tell me i am not losing my mind (well at least as far as this is concerned).